Saturday, May 21, 2011 Saturday, May 21, 2011

♥I NONYD anyone's care...21052011
What the hell..confiscate my hp lerhhs...
cannot text anyone anymore...sian die me one!!):
Anyways... hais.. sian...i am glad my parents are
ignoring me(: good larhhs. i care for my own self can ler
no nyd anyone care for me. i hate my life so much de
my frens seemed more concern than my "Great Family".
seriously... how i wish i dun hav a family.
Nevermind lerhhs
no hp,read book. i will start doing everything myself.
Youh wait and see. i no nyd anyone's help lerh
i WILL care for myself ya?
i will pretend i dun hav a family.
MY world, only friends.
i just need them can lerhhs.
NOnyd u guyys.
thanks for all the scolding and torturing though.
Have fun torturing me! (:
still want me starve right?
its okay de.
i know u hate me. thanks loads(:

Wednesday, May 18, 2011 Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Wtf~ worried 18052011

♥~Seriously FML~
I Feel like i'm a failure.
Today went to school at 9,had Amaths 3 hours.today's Amaths,
Was quite easy to understand.
But tmr getting back all my exam
Papers ler.so very stress..My maths,my weakest subject sure flunk de.A and E maths sure gone.Then when i was about to hand up th
Maths worksheet,th maths
Teachr told me this "YingRou,i put you behind cus i no choice.but you must pay attention during lessons and not think bout
Other things.You know you come
This class,Your classmates are doing well.so you must put in 10 times more effort to study." i was pratically holding back my tears lar.confirm fail th 2maths ler.my mom confirm beat and scold die me,take away my 2 hp.. I went back to my seat and almost started tearing.Aftr that,i went to 3e3 to find mandy and wanling.Thanks loads guys.Thanks for cheering me up...But i just can't cheer up...i go home still will cry de~ then went to 7-11,anyhow splunge my $10 on useless things.
Cannot think at all. I really have the ugre of commiting suicide.be it results or everyth,i do badly. I failed as a student, as a daughter.
Maybe even as a friend or Gann. I am stupid..Sorry for even being alive and making things hard for u guys. I dun mean it. I'll find a
Way to perish from u guy's life. Sorry~ Clara,thanks for attempting to cheer me up !~

Tuesday, May 17, 2011 Tuesday, May 17, 2011

FML~

♥Knn.You think u my parents i give a damn arh? Dun giv me freedom still want complain expect people to help u do hse work.Ask u employ maid u say dunwan.i giv a damn isit? U suffer my fault larh.You think u so good uh?Everything also blame me.expect people talk nicely to u aftr u scold them? U wait long. I dun talk nicely to people who accuse me de.Yar. I hav attitude problem ok? I was born like this.Yesh.i'm stupid. But at least i put in effort in this MYEs.What did i get in the end?Crap.Kns.you so good u go take my exam lar. Stil want thr scold. U say i lucky to hav a mom like u? I vomit blood. Terrible. Keep giving people attitude. Brothr sec1 chem ca1 fail scold dao lik szb.Crazy isit? People fail to succed right?Knn. Look at urself before u do anyth to us lar.Stop acting as if u know how we are doing. Just get a life~